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aaaah... i don't know what to do..
a lady told me to just moving on,. and if i dare, i should play with him...*with him as a toy*
but a voice in my heart just can't take it...
i don't know if i still have a feeling towards him or i just excited to play him..
he still an important person in my heart as my friend..
but it doesn't close the possibility that i will fall in love again with him right??
so what should i do if i fall in love with him in the middle of my playing time??
it will hurt my own heart doesn't it?
hueeeeeeeeeeee... My teacher keep telling me to act like a young adult...
but i can't do it now!!
i can't even decide wich one is the best for me... HUEEEEEEEEEENG T_T

Holiday Virus

1st... Sleepy

2nd... Lazy

3rd... Wasting Money

4th.. Gain Weight

5th... Lost My Sense

• No matter how hard I try to wake up earlier, i end up woke up at 9/10am
• No matter how hard I try to sleep earlier, i end up sleep at 12-4am
• No matter how hard I try  to minimalize my food cosumption, my body keep gaining weight
• No matter how hard I try to find some activities to do, my body keep deniying to move
• No matter how hard I try to talk to Allah about my problems, i haven't see the changes
• No matter how hard I try to think that I'm smart, i still can't find the evidence.

But.. No matter how hard the problem is, I will pass through it...

Rain

hehehehe...
today my daddy is back from Banjarmasin, my lovely hometown..
his hair grew longer now, and i think his white hair more than the black hair,
my poor daddy,, he must be so tired.
i miss him so much,, 


well, like the oldest said, where there is a light, there must be a shadow..
like now, even thounght i'm deathly happy to see him again,,
i really feel bad because of FLU!!
aish,, why should this happened to me?? i just want to spent my time with my dad.
but my condition isn't that good to enjoy the killing day..
you know, the day with a very hot tempt at noon and very cold at night,,


eeheheheheheheheehehehehehehehehehehehehe

I'M GOING CRAZY..

what's with him!! he already out for a day and now he telling me to go downstair to acompany my mom??
what the??!!!
doesn't he know that I always by my mom's side if he isn't at home??!
after that he said that he already acompany my mom downstair all this noon...
what a lie...
he always in his room after he came back from hell-where,,
aish!! I'm going crazy if they treat me like this everyday..
all of those nag, those command, all those coercion...


hueeeeng... i miss my daddy!!! 

My Project

This Holiday I will carry out my diet program..
hohoho...
maybe I can lose 5-7 kilos,,
I really want to lose these fat.. it make my body feels heavy..
it also make my body so lazy to move and make me feel sleepy..
bacause of this fat, my daily schedule(dancing) was disturbed,.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!
I WILL THROW THIS FAT FAR FAR AWAY....
let's see.. can I change before i back to school after this holiday end?
huahaha.,.*stressoverlimit*

B1A4 Comeback

B1A4 Only Learn Bad Thing

[MV]

[Live @ Music Core]

[Live @ Inkigayo]

Cooking day

Today we have a cooking competition at school..
we made a fabulous food...
Actually we made 5 fabulous foods.
the theme for the competition is "Masakan Nusantara"
We have so many ideas until we decided to make a traditional food from every island in Indonesia,
finally today we made daging masak habang from Kalimantan, Ayam Pop from Sumatra, Pecel from Jogja, Jagung Bose from Kupang, and Teri Balado from Ternate,
It was fun!!! made these food with my classmate...
i wish we could win this competition., yeeyyy!!! FIGHTING!!