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aaaah... i don't know what to do..
a lady told me to just moving on,. and if i dare, i should play with him...*with him as a toy*
but a voice in my heart just can't take it...
i don't know if i still have a feeling towards him or i just excited to play him..
he still an important person in my heart as my friend..
but it doesn't close the possibility that i will fall in love again with him right??
so what should i do if i fall in love with him in the middle of my playing time??
it will hurt my own heart doesn't it?
hueeeeeeeeeeee... My teacher keep telling me to act like a young adult...
but i can't do it now!!
i can't even decide wich one is the best for me... HUEEEEEEEEEENG T_T